Wednesday, July 25, 2012

I've got sunshine...

There are two people in my life that at any point I can call them and they will be there for me. Two. I consider myself lucky to have more then one.

Margaret. We have been best friends for a very long time. Since 9th grade. Half our life. We are the type of friends that will get on your nerves because we can finish each others sentences and have a conversations with just looks. In high school we really couldn't have been more different. The choices we made couldn't have been further from each other. But we were with each other each step of the way. We never missed a beat. She's my soul sister. She gets me. She doesn't judge me, she is honest with me, she will break me down and build me back up and makes me a much better person. She's real. She loves me. Neither of us have many girlfriends. And that's all by choice. We can get along with anyone and fit in any crowd. For me...I wont speak for her...its hard to have friendship with others when I have someone like her. I compare others to her. Like Mag wouldn't do that or she would think that was funny. It's kinda like once you buy something name brand its hard to go back to the generic. It's hard to explain. I know Maggie and I will be friends until we are little old biddies. She makes me a better person.



Jacque. She is such a power house. Her affect in my life is unreal. She makes me a better wife and mother. She always has the best advice and always knows what to say and when to say it. She speaks to my heart and puts it in a way where I do not feel offended. She's an old soul. She's such an amazing wife and mother. I look up to her and the things she does. She doesn't pretend to be perfect and points out her own flaws. She is always the voice of reason. She takes so much pride in her life and that's something I look up to. She doesn't push anything on me when our views are different. She states her facts and leaves it at that. She doesn't back down. Jacque is so strong. Stronger then she knows. Smarter then she knows. More amazing then she knows.

With this year being the hardest year so far in my life. These two women have picked me up, brushed me off, and put me back on my feet. Over and over. They will protect me, love me, and help me no matter what. They do not have to agree with me. They might want to shake me and scream at me. But they will never leave my side. I love these ladies so much. Not sure where I would be with out them. A true friend is so hard to find. Again....I'm lucky I have two!


Friday, July 20, 2012

75 days...

Its been 75 days since I since I've touched your face, smelled your scent, snuggled you, kissed you.

I miss you so much. I haven't had a good week. I've been so lonely with out you. Our girls fill up my time and keep me busy but nothing can fill the void that is left behind while you are away.

I cry for you. I can't imagine what 7 more months is going to be like. I know the sacrifices we are making are going to be worth it. I have to keep telling myself that so I can keep my grip on life. I always thought of myself as an independent women. I never realized how much you do for me, help me, love me, and support me. I need you. You are my rock and my core. I can't wait to be back in your arms. God knows we can do this and He wouldn't have put us in this Season if He didn't think so. We will come out stronger.

I can't wait to see pictures from today where you were pinned. Sergeant First Class. Im so proud of you Bradley. I know how hard you have worked and how much this means to you. You are an outstanding soldier and I know guys look up to you. My heart is so filled with pride when I talk about you and tell people how you are when they ask.

I know the long road that is still ahead seems like forever but a "blip in the radar" is our motto and it will be over before we know it.

I love you.

Thursday, July 12, 2012

Allie turns 5




Little Bear!!!!!!!!!

Yesterday was your 5th birthday!!!
Mommy is SO proud of you baby girl!!! I took the day off with you yesterday to spend the day with you. Since dad isn't home and Marley is a baby you don't get as much attention as you use to or need. :( So I wanted to try and make your day as special as I could.

You wanted to go to school in the morning so that you could have your birthday party there. We bought a cookie cake and had them put your name on it! You were SO excited about that! Daddy skyped in and I went in and had him wake you up. We love doing that to you, so you can see him first thing. We sang happy birthday to you and had you come in the kitchen for your birthday gift. We got you a huge doll house with a ton of furniture, dolls, and a car to go with it. You loved it!!!!
 I took you to school and dropped you off. I took Marley to the sitter so we could enjoy our day alone.
I had a few hours to myself (which never happens). I went back and picked you up at noon.
You didn't know what I had planned for the day. I packed a bag with towels & our suits and went and picked up from school at noon.
We changed in the bathroom at your school. I took you to Aquaport in Maryland Heights. They have slides, and waterfalls, lazy river, lots of things for you to do. We had so much fun!!!!! The video I sent you was of you there. We did whatever you wanted to do. We giggled allot.




We left at 2:30 and went and picked up Marley. We went home, mama Icey & papa Rick were there waiting for you. Surprise! You were very excited!!! They got you two pairs of shoes. A pink pair of high tops converse and a pink and white Nike's. You loved them. I also gave you the other gifts from daddy and I. We got you a towel and 6 headbands with your name on them and a Justin Beiber CD. Grandma & pa visited with you for a while and they left. We headed to Grandma Hampton's house for dinner. Mama Mary and Papa Randy, Grandma Hampton, Nancy, Deanna, her boyfriend Brian, and Cole were all there. You loved it!!! Everyone was there for YOU! We ate chicken and sang happy birthday to you!! It was all very exciting. You got hungry hungry hippo and a Betta fish from Deanna. Grandma H gave you $25, Nancy gave you $20, Grandma and pa Soderblom got you goggles and they will give you something else on Saturday at your birthday party. That evening mama and papa took you home and the next day are going to take you swimming and to your first movie Madagascar 3.

(Because I didn't send this yesterday like I mean too, you had a ton of fun at the movies, you fell asleep an hour in to the movies, but you did well!!!)

Over all it was an amazing day. You had a smile on your face the entire time! My heart is just so happy and proud of you Allie. You are just so smart and so beautiful. I'm so proud to be your mommy! I pray that you continue to grow and learn like you are. You are such an amazing little girl. You blow my mind everyday with your personality.

I love you baby,

Mommy!